| Friday, December 23rd, 2005 |
| 3:29 pm |
The Birthday Recap
So it's been a real long time since i updated this but i had a blast. Tuesday was my birthday and i want to say thank you to everyone that sent a message or called cause i really appreciated it. So to start off the day i had to make my trip to the dmv where they had lost my prev licence and i had to spend an hour to get a new and improved updated one. Thank god that i was able to just get out of there quicker then what i had expected. But my new id picture looks really good. Then my dad called and he took me out to lunch. So we went to Chilli's so that i could get a drink. Ordered a margarita that was really good and had a nice visit with my dad. From there spent some time hanging out and spent alot of time getting ready to go out. The first bar i went to was The Illinois Brewing Company. Pretty cool place where i had 3 cranberry and vodka's and got a few phone calls to say happy birthday in hopes of avoiding drunk dialing. HeHE! We left after at hour where we made our way to Fat Jacks and spent the time chilling on the couches that they have spread out. Had two pair of titties (It's a drink) and called Raul just to start off the evening of drunk dials (only fair). My friends also bought me several shots and the camera came out to start commemorating the occasion. We made it to the Bistro around midnight which is the gay bar in town. The bar tender gave everyone a free shot since it was my birthday and my friend Shannon also bought me a few shots. I also had a red headed slut and a shot of liquid cocaine. Yeh me. Then really started drunk dialing as i called Stumpy and Jillian. Sorry about that... As i was talking to Jillian the guy next to me told my friends that "I dont know what you guys have given him but he's really drunk." Then i proceeded to climb into a dance cage on the floor and spend about 15 mins dancing and getting my picture taken. So much fun. The night ended as the world was in massive spinning overhall. Made our way to Steak N Shake where I spent the most time in the bathroom throwing everything back up. Made people take my back home and i spent the rest of the night sleeping it off. Felt like i got hit with a bus the next day and spent it in bed... But thanks to everyone and i hope everyone has a good holiday. Pictures of the event will soon be posted just to show how fun everything was. MERRY CHRISTMAS |
| Thursday, July 28th, 2005 |
| 5:08 pm |
So im back...dont know how long its been but im not really gonna worry about it...I got a letter today from a friend from high school who is in korea teaching dare to the korean children...I find this as the first amusing thing that i have heard of in a long time. My roommate has gone and i really dont miss the idea of finding him or hi s band of skanks in my house. I got pretty burned out on the idea of a roommate now so im pretty much gonna keep my home for me only. School starts back up in a few weeks and i actually find that i cant wait till they are back. The idea of a new photo class makes me happy. My friend Jenny from my old job is getting her boobs done. I find this to be a really bad idea but she is looking forward to it even after i tried to describe the horrible things that can happen. Im just trying to be a good friend. Well now i feel the need to leave this but i think as i do i will leave my comments on the second amusing thing to me... Now sexual harrassment of any kind isnt funny unless its a straight guy proposing sexual ideas to the gay guy on the phone just trying to get that person to pay his bill...Oh yeah it happens and every time i wanna laugh in his face but then that would cost me my job.. Oh well. Current Music: Keane-Somewhere only we know |
| Thursday, May 19th, 2005 |
| 1:07 pm |
Got a new job! Yeah bitches! Current Mood:  happy |
| Tuesday, May 10th, 2005 |
| 1:31 pm |
Fun and a cup of vodka
Ok so i had quite a shitty night last night. Called up James and he was at Jenn's who told me to come over and then mentioned alchohol. Hadnt drank in awhile and really felt the need to get drunk. So i went. Ok i had one coffee cup full of vodka, 3 shots of vodka, 1/2 cranberry juice 1/2 vodka drink and then attempted to make vodka slushies. Damn mix wouldnt freeze fast enough so i decided to be smart and drink it liquidy. Not bad and you couldnt taste the vodka. So needless to say that i was pretty fucked up! But it was great and i know that i talked to tammy, JP and Sam last night. Good times. Jenn then put on Britney spears and her and i got our dance groove on! Oh yeah i shook my money maker like nothing. Then i wanted to be smart and sober up so i decided to make myself throw up to feel better. Well lets just say last night i recreated the exorcist scene with some projectile vomiting. So i did my best to clean that up but i guess i still left it on the walls. James ended up taking me home and then i sat outside on my porch for a good 10 minutes just trying to sober up even more. Got inside and talked to sam for awhile then left. Called Sam but my phone died. By the way Sam thanx for the voicemail it was great! Ended up back home much sober and then went to bed. Woke up this morning to a phone call from James telling me that he ended up cleaning up the mess. Whoops My Bad! I mean what did i do?!?! So now im better, yeah no hangover go me! Got to go to Human Sexuality then my day is done. Ok yep that was my night. Go Me! Current Music: B.Y.O.B-System of a Down |
| 12:49 am |
Dennis Ray Geiselman's Aliases
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Your movie star name: Peanut Butter Ted
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Your fashion designer name is Dennis Athens
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Your socialite name is Ray Ray Normal
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Your fly girl / guy name is D Gei
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Your detective name is Panda Normal West
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Your barfly name is Oreos Vodka
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Your soap opera name is Ray Theta
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Your rock star name is M&ms Light
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Your star wars name is Denpun Geibri
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Your punk rock band name is The Drunk Handcuffs
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| Thursday, March 31st, 2005 |
| 6:41 pm |
Not So Innocent
Uncorrupted
You are 89% pure |
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My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 88% on purity |
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| Thursday, February 10th, 2005 |
| 3:11 pm |
So schools started last month and i actually looked forward to it. Yeah probobly cause that means no more being bored. Classes arent so bad except my Art Appreciation class is really boring. I've looked at so many power point shows...its just not funny. Had my first Human Sexuality test today and i actually had to study for it. I mean come on can anyone else tell me what vasocongestion is? I mean these are definitely terms i've never heard before. But the test didnt seem so bad. Guess i'll find out how bad i did in a week. We have taken a few field trips already for humanities to some galleries. One gallery had an installation of over 40,000 Mcdonalds Happy Meal toys in a pile. Kinda cool but really makes you think how much money was spent to collect all that. Plus when i went walking around i saw all these toys that i used to have as a kid. Kinda weird but also kinda cool. And well there is photography but what can i honestly say about that? |
| Tuesday, November 16th, 2004 |
| 5:24 pm |
It's weird to actually sit down in front of the computer and write in this. Maybe crawling out from under my rock has made it even more weird. But hey it's a journal and i think that one of these days it just might not exist if i forget about it for too long. Classes are almost ending which is kinda sad. I've had small classes this semester and it seems weird to be leaving maybe 10 or 12 people that I have actually gotten to know. I did audit Photo 3 which makes me happy cause some other are too and i can still see them 2 days a week. My dad may lose his job coming up in a few weeks. Each time we get closer to December i worry if i get a phone call from him saying he no longer will be working. I know this is only temporary(or I hope it is) but it still makes me worry some. Work is continuing along the same passage as it was. It is neither good nor bad...it's just work. I got a raise which on some level is a way to help me. I've also entered a photo contest with a prize of $1,000 and a chance to have my work be hung in a gallery. And now as i close up this little entry of mine i look at the days go by and think how weird it is that weeks are now seeming to run together and that days have become as short as hours. Maybe it's just me. I mean i am bitter (ya happy chris?) and that im crazy. But it just seems that things are moving in a direction in fast pace. Hmmm is anyone else worried? Current Mood:  contemplativeCurrent Music: Anything, Anything-Dramarama |
| Tuesday, October 19th, 2004 |
| 2:47 pm |
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| Tuesday, October 12th, 2004 |
| 9:13 pm |
So today i actually felt like a semi-artist or at least someone in that direction. We've been making models for 3-d design and today i started working with the plaster and building my creation. The process itself is a pain in the ass but the building part was fun. While working i started to actually realize that i was putting my self on my path through college. I've never really put too much thought into the fact that i was getting an art degree. Just assumed that it would be right. But walking out of that class today covered in plaster it really clicked that this was something i really wanted to do. This week i guess has already started putting alot of things into perspective with me. My choices in life i have been reflecting upon. Thinking about who i still associate with and who ive lost all touch with. I miss some of my friends from highschool. Most are gone now and the ones i miss most arent even in this state. I miss Jenn cause she was always the one that i could fight with but also lean on when i needed her. I miss her complete honesty and the fact that we fought but never truly fought. I miss Lynze and Amanda who could make me laugh or cheer me up without trying. I guess i miss Brad the most. Talking to him has always made me feel better and sometimes i wonder what would live be like if i would have accepted the invitation to Michigan State to be with him. But I'm also not sure what its gonna be like if i go to chicago. Deb is offering a trip to Columbia to look at their photo department. I'm afraid though cause i wonder how good my stuff is and if they will take me. But who knows anymore |
| Tuesday, September 7th, 2004 |
| 10:48 am |
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| Thursday, September 2nd, 2004 |
| 9:30 pm |
One more button undone
I guess its m turn to really bitch now so im gonna take it. Sorry if you read this an arent happy but its my journal so hey. So this week has really started to suck. The group of friends is becoming completely broken and im finding myself lost because a few people that i really care about are dropping me from their lives. You know thats cool because im an adult and i can deal with it by bitch here. I realize that in life we run in and out of people lives. Thats how it works and thats not that big of a deal. But when these people are really close friend and they replace you it sucks. So right now im kinda just drifting in between because i cant seem to find a place to be. But to those that are still my friends i just gotta say thanks cause i know i can rely on you guys! |
| Tuesday, August 24th, 2004 |
| 8:13 pm |
But Joe its Rex Manning Day!
I havent actually updated this in a long time. Maybe i really just dont care about anymore...not like i didnt when it was first created. So we had protesters this week cause some company's country supports gay marriage. Now we all know that cant happen so out come the religious nuts from the woodwork of kansas to come to bloomington. Yeah we all know that GOD hates Fags and that we all belong in hell. Im gonna be somewhere on that bus but ill make sure i take some of those bastards with me!!! Anyway as im getting pissed off about this i wonder how can someone talk for someone else. How do they know that God hates us. Obviously he must not care too much since im still living but hey i bet lighting just struck somewhere close to here. Oh well!!! Anyway to get away from the subject started classes last week and they all seem to be going pretty good. Photo 3 is really getting me excited for the coming semester but my creative writing class isnt that bad either. Took some pictures already and have been working on my assignments. I guess i dont even mind the saturday class after its over. Im tired though so maybe ill just head home and go to sleep! |
| Thursday, July 15th, 2004 |
| 12:47 pm |
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| Wednesday, July 14th, 2004 |
| 11:28 pm |
Tonight i had to work which i would probably be bitching about but it actually went okay and tonight really helped me realize something. My grandmothers best friend came into eat tonight. Now since i was 5 i can remember staying with my grandmother and everyday walking down to her shop at least once a day and talking to her. My grandmother is gone now and has been for about a year. But as I was talking to miss brown it was then that i realized that she still needed my grandmother. Because without even mentioning my grandmother she started crying and gave me a big hug. I realized that their bond as friends wasnt over even after grandmas death. For the rest of the night i have been thinking about the friendships in my life. Right now im sure that i have a pretty good group of friends that i look to for help and some of who look after me. But i couldnt help thinking about those friendships that have disappeared through the years and thats when i realized that the bond i have with some people needed to be strengthened. So to my friends whom have read this i say that no matter what im not going to lose you guys and that we cant let ourselves or our friendships fall apart. May the bonds we have be together and let us have a good time. Current Mood: contemplativeCurrent Music: Tonight and the rest of my life-Nina Gordon |
| Friday, June 11th, 2004 |
| 12:39 pm |
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| Wednesday, June 2nd, 2004 |
| 12:15 pm |
I think its been awhile since i actualyl updated this but im not really in the mood. Work still sucks and Afni hasnt valled. Its only wednesday and they said 7-10 days for a reply. Wish they would hurry up. Got into a fight with our dishwasher at work. I hate him so much. After bashing on me for being gay he countinued to make comments about me. I know he is not all there (trust me he isnt) but it still continued to piss me off. They guys at work told me to take a cinder block to his head but i figured i would just not fight back like i never do. But im getting so sick and tired of not being able to fight back. I dont understand what about my personality allows me to continue to take all this bullshiot being said about me. Im just really tired off all of it sometimes. The pool is open so i think im gonan go. |
| Tuesday, May 25th, 2004 |
| 10:32 am |
| "ACHTUNG! | | cold_ray may actually be a spider-human hybrid |
From Go-Quiz.com |
| Sunday, May 9th, 2004 |
| 11:18 pm |
I guess its my turn now
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression? 9. Do you still think that way about me now? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. How well do you know me? 13. When's the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you? |
| Wednesday, April 21st, 2004 |
| 11:17 pm |
I applied to Afni tonight. Maybe ill have some better luck with them then the rest of the jobs that i applied for. Been working hard on my photo prject almost got all of the 8 pictures required done. Ive also been trying put togeather a photo portfolio so that i can actually send it out to some schools and maybe a few companies. Really i would just like to get some response on what i could do to make them better and maybe get a job. Its either that or im opening up my own psychic hotline. I wonder which one pays better. Current Music: End:User-Vixtrola |
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